I always wanted...

...to say no. But i couldn't.

I thought i got over it. I thought I've learned how to fight it.

Still, I'm a pushover. And I hate it. :(

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Anyway, my fingers still ache from what we did yesterday the Good Friday. But I guess, it's part of the sacrifice. I'm happy that even though I wasn't able to fast, I did something sacrificial for the Holy Week. Knowing myself, that didn't stop me from typing these words.

I hate being the pushover. I mean it. I have to learn how to say no sometimes.