Hey, you. 10Dec2010.

You walked into my life once again.
When I thought we said our goodbyes just the other day.
I was trying to think about not thinking of you.
But then who can blame this stupid brain of mine?
When even in my sleep, you just keep on reappearing?
If only I could just go back to the way I was before I met you,
I could have not ended up going crazy about your smile.
And I wouldn't miss you at all.
I wouldn't miss you passing by,
and I wouldn't miss you saying 'hi.'

At first it was some stupid infatuation,
and I planned on keeping things simple between the two of us.
But one thing led to another, and there you are,
beating in my heart.
Why did things get this complicated. I don't even know.
I just know that one day of not seeing you is like
punishing myself for a crime that I haven't committed.

Fangirl crush? Not even the slightest bit.
I know what I feel, and you can't blame it on me.
This isn't crush nor a simple admiration.

Because you were there, you made me smile at that point when I felt I was useless.
I was at the point of pretending to be okay.
I was good at it, you see.
Ive mastered the cheat already.
You haven't done much, and I don't expect you to understand my point.
But just so you know.

Your simple smile brought me back to the world...




It isn't love, but spare me the glares.

Coz I don't know what it is.

I may be a little quiet but my heart wanted to light fireworks.

At this moment. And there's no turning back.

I guess the world will suddenly stop once you leave.

Light those fireworks and watch them graze the sky.

So that after everything, after you leave, after all...
It will just fly up the sky.
Together with all the bitterness.

I hope tomorrow will be another day.
















...I'm not expecting you to come back. Please just leave.

-Oppa-