I don't even.

I don't know what happened, but I don't think it's going to work out.
You're this and I am that, and no matter how we work in order to settle our differences, at the end of the day, you're still that person and I am this person.

Damn it, how did I ever let myself be this attached to someone who (maybe) hates attachment? This is so absurd. And the fact that I am also a person who almost hates attaching myself to everyone. AISH.

I tried to talk but you wouldn't listen. I tried to step forward but you would run away. I tried to forget, but you always remind me. So when I tried to walk away, you stopped me.

WTH.

So now what? What do you expect me to do? I almost compromised everything just for you. And since you haven't noticed, why don't you just tell it to me straight? Hey! Just to remind you, you're the guy. I'm the girl. Don't try to switch roles here because frankly, I hate it. I hate being always the one to move.

BE A MAN!

I'm not desperate. I can freakin' live without you.

Dammit.

(Joice Anne, sinong niloko mo.)

Just... just give me a break from you. It hurts. It damn hurts and I'm not even lying. You can laugh at me, but tonight I can't laugh at my own stupidity.

Non mi piaci adesso.

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